Tik Tok Tik Tok. Never thought the sound of a ticking clock could become so deafening that you begin to feel rage. Scared, traumatized, worried, helpless and to an extent experiencing self-blame. Picture every daunting and deplorable feeling you could think of put together and served with a side of anger, depression and hate all in one platter. This was me, 2 years ago. My husband and I had spent 5 years trying to conceive a second child and on Valentines 2022 I finally gave him the holy guacamole we are ‘avoi-ing’ a baby card (complete with an avocado daddy, mommy and baby drawing)! This joy lasted merely 3 months before it all came crashing down. “We can’t hear the heart beat” said the sonographer. Try again. Nothing. Try again. Nothing. Reality was my baby was gone. The loudness of that Tik Tok on the clock in the hospital room as I awaited for them to surgically remove my blessing and send it back to heaven I shall never forget. No woman should ever experience the trauma of a miscarriage and no one will ever begin to understand the terrible loss other than a mother who suffers such. All I was eager for after this ordeal was to fill the hole left behind. Lo and behold, forward to 2024, my Rainbow Baby is now 6 months old – OH, how LIFE IS GOOD! He just began to sit up, roll over and he and his brother cannot get enough of each other. All I see now is smiles, listen to giggles and smell diapers haha. My life is filled with goodness once again. God listened to my prayers and blessed me once more, a favour I dare not take for granted ever again. To every mother who has felt the unfortunate loss of a child, do not feel alone, no one can relate but, always be hopeful that one day your life can and will be filled with goodness once more. Life can no doubt be challenging but it can also be good if not better and perfect with hope and prayer, always. #lifeisgood #lifesgood #lgeastafrica #motherhood #LifesGood #lgappliances #lg #lghomeappliances #lgfridge #lgelectronics #lgairconditioner #lgrefrigerator #lginstaview #knocktwiceseeinside #lgtv #lgsignature #lgdualcool #powerofpositivity #secondchances #postpartum #instagood #boymom #children #parents #motherhoodthroughinstagram #motherhoodrising #motherlove #mum #parentingtips #motherhoodjourney #mothers #motherhood #momlife #baby #parenting #love #family #mom #parenthood #momsofinstagram #babyboy #kids #mumlife #mama #momblogger #maternity #mommy #miscarriage #in #pregnancyloss #babyloss #miscarriageawareness #infantloss #ttc #grief #miscarriagesupport #rainbowbaby #ttccommunity #childloss #pregnancy #ttcjourney #babylossawareness #lifeafterloss #loss #bereavedmother #angelbaby #bereavedparents #pregnancylossawareness #griefsupport #babylosssupport #ttcsupport
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